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Codeine Dreams

by David Backshell

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1.
Skies will fall, Seasons change And we wake up just the same Days break and I lay With all the words that I don't say Breaking bones, calling names Everyday is yesterday Stealing breaths in the rain And everything is washed away And the world just runs away
2.
White noise bleeding through my head Snow under my feet where I tread A strangers voice in my ear Shifting me through the gears A ghost in my tracks a phantom over me Swimming in these old memories Everywhere I go it follows me I don't think I'll ever be free And I feel like a dead man walking Dreaming in a grave And one day the dams going to break And I'll be washed away Damn the light, breaking the dark Washing over me leaving these marks Water spilling into my lungs I won't be here when the morning comes And I feel like a dead man walking Dreaming in a grave And one day the dams going to break And I'll be washed away
3.
Slipping past the night's edge and all these whispers in my head Pins and needles run in my chest, lighting me up like cigarettes Salt in the wound, my eyes red, it's all this skin that I can't shed Holding me inside Sugar sweet, rotting my teeth the wind screaming hell running round my feet Holding me up, holding me down, ripping off the thorns from my crown Come what may I lost today, there's always something in the way Taking the edge off of me Hang me high, shake me down Tip me up and spill me out Moving on, falling back, kick me down like I'm made of glass I still ache, I still hurt and every love just tastes like dirt I don't know was I asleep, how did you get a hold of me And get your teeth in me Hang me high, shake me down Tip me up and spill me out
4.
All I ever want to do Is put some miles on the soles of my shoes Looking back down that track We lost something we can't get back And it's starting to show Like there's rust in our bones Eating our hearts and making us cold And it never sleeps Sows it's seeds then it reaps Steals from me things I want to keep And it ain't through with us The screen fades to black I feel like a needle in the haystack But there's no love to find All I ever want to do Is put some miles on the soles of my shoes But everyday the lights fading away And I can't keep my girl safe Looking back down that track We said things we can't take back And they lay with me I taste her parting kiss It's this bitter sting tracing my lips As she loosens her grip All I ever want to do Is put some miles on the soles of my shoes But everyday the lights fading away And I can't keep my girl safe Days are long Tired some Our love tastes like a deal gone wrong
5.
Reaver 04:07
Stepping out in the cold air and I put on my winter coat I light up a cigarette and exhale smoke The words in my mind never reach my throat I feel like the ghost of someone I don't know Just drifting through my days living on borrowed time This constant bleed is just the slow fade of light Love has sold out the last stake she held in me It's this feeling that won't ever let me be Everydays like waking up in a strangers house With yesterday's child still hanging around He burns his days drinking from a poison well He makes his money from the secrets he sells I don't know why I seem to feel the cold so much It's fingers over my skin like a lover's touch Love has sold out the last stake she held in me It's this feeling that won't ever let me be With my tired feet and dirty hands All I want to be is a peaceful man Oh lord can I be a peaceful man Oh lord let me be a peaceful man
6.
Conduit 04:04
Time won't hold anything for me It spends my promises on things I never see In the mirror is someone I don't know I don't recognize his voice but he's wearing all my clothes Now I'm just feeding my demons while they starve me Now I'm just haunting my dreams while they leave me Dust covers me as the flames start to take Through the smoke I'm losing my shape Now I'm just feeding my demons while they starve me Now I'm just haunting my dreams while they leave me I'm watching the sky waiting for a storm Because I don't know how to run anymore
7.
Actor 04:03
I've been caught with my hand in the register one too many times Selling five dollar lies to strangers late at night So i go outside into the street lights with no direction home And I wonder why every Friday night feels like calling an empty payphone I'm lost somewhere in between the nights song,it's bitter melody And the stars are the only thing The curtain comes down and the actors still in character and the houselights don't come on The rain beating on window sounds like a distant applause Raise my glass and throw it back and I can taste the rust Eating my skin from within and there are no roads left to run I'm lost somewhere in between the nights song and it's bitter melody And the stars are the only thing Holding onto me
8.
Halloween 03:47
Sitting home on Halloween Ghosts running up and down my street There's a stillness in the air, the light hangs by a thread Everyone I know left me for dead The night rolls in and bares it teeth Fears the only thing left talking to me The days roll on and won't let me be Everyone I love seems to leave me Time holds on like a wreath A phantom limb grabs my throat and pulls me underneath I'm slipping down this ravine, where the devils scream And Codeine dreams have got the best of me Codeine dreams have got the best of me Everyone that I love seems to leave me
9.
Waking up in wreckage with resolve on my tongue Coming out swinging like a son of a gun Trees seem to shed their leaves easily I wade into the muddy water trying to get free Tired of coming to these dreams in my head Powder in my pocket echoing words she said I tripped out the back door where they fear to tread Holding on to me barely hanging by a thread And silence is the one thing that I just can't seem to buy Digging through my pocket trying to make a call But the voice on the receiver barely says a word at all The dog days of summer have gone up in smoke December's creeping up on me with it hands on my throat Now I'm waiting on a shot that was going come my way And I guess they just need somewhere to hang the blame So when all these sirens come calling my name I've dulled all my senses and everyday bleeds the same My halos slipping down, there's ash in my eye I'm waiting for the hangman telling me it's time And silence is the one thing that I just can't seem to buy

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released August 29, 2017

All songs by David Backshell and Michael Zahorak
Vocals: David Backshell, Chantal Sylvestre, Heather Motut and Alisha Neverson
Guitar: David Backshell
Bass: Graham MacDonald
Keys and Synthesizer: Michael Zahorak
Drums Remy Perrin
Mixed and Mastered by Remy Perrin at Wavepulse Studios
Additional Arranging by Remy Perrin
Artwork by Chris Gostling of Momentum Visual

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David Backshell Toronto, Ontario

Born in Montreal, raised in England, settled for Toronto, David Backshell is a machine that turns coffee, cigarettes and long nights into songs. Distilling struggle, debts, a lost home, nameless faces, he constructs delicate songs that stretch beyond the confines of conventional pop. ... more

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